I think I'm jinx. Whenever I stand in for colleagues with their work, it would turn out to be a busy week, with lots of issues to settle. Non-stop phone calls, meetings, simulations etc... This week alone I ran simulator so many times that I'm the expert of it now. Brain doesn't function properly and normally after looking at the simulation too long. Hahaha.
Oh, I'm just tired and a little exhausted. Chatting with offshore friends who are standing by, doing nothing, feeling bored to death, arrrggghhhh, all I can do is envy.
But in a way, I quite like the challenge of the current job offers. There is a kind of satisfaction in this job when everything went smooth as planned. And the thrill to solve problems under immense pressure makes me feel alive.
Oh well, just that one cannot live under constant stress and pressure all the time. One hectic week is enough to help me refresh. Fingers crossed that work will be smoother in the future and I will have more time for my life :-)
